Friday 5 August 2011




This amongst the other pieces to come, was a rather direct interpretation of my passive state where the only place I felt in control was the least acceptable space within the entire household. It was based on an assignment back at my art school where i was to conceptualize the meaning of letting go of my comfort zone and accept the fears of the real world. Well what do you know, the fears within me are the reality, 'my' reality!

I walked down the valley of happiness once. Crackles of  virgin laughter filled the breeze that rustled through my tresses. The sun scattered a flawless glitter through a path that awaited to be explored, preparing for me the grounds to walk with assurance. I without fear voyaged in exhilaration. Not a soul around, I felt accompanied still. The crisps scents of the grasses, the fresh hues of the sky blues, the farthest of lands so undiscovered still, all made innocent conversations with me in faint whispers. I kept the walk steady, not a trip, not a fall. A dream. A dream that fades deeper into the darkness of reality. I fall today. I am afraid today. No paths to embark on, no greetings addressed to me now. I lost a lot without experiencing you still. You left me without visiting me still. You numbed my senses without glistening me in your glow, in your touch, in your taste. You left me alone like you were never there at all. Yet I live you today and every other day till I fall without the strength to get back up again.

Thursday 4 August 2011

little by little

This blog is subject to alter in its nature of content majorly due to its malleable quality

the way i see it

Life gets more perplexing by the day. While we revel over its unmatched beauty, the truths of remorse, sorrow and hopelessness are just as important to recognize. Obviously enough some are lucky enough to not wish to run into those aspects often. Being in a state of passiveness most part of my life, I have learnt to adapt to this solid reality because i realize that every passing day brings with it a new change, if it's in my favor I celebrate, if it's not then I patiently hope for it pass without robbing me of my sanity.
This rather dark reality made me turn to my passion for art. I translated my mental state into a virtual metamorphosis of a world where I personally felt at peace. Today while there are several memories that still cause discomfort along with a multitude of everyday fears,  my ability to remove them, even if for only a moment brings the greatest amount of pleasure to me.